I was not planning to write this. Damn I never plan to write this kind of thing.
But after week of mourning over Derek being dead there, in the series that has him for these 11 years, I mean ELEVEN FREAKING YEARS, and he got his 'exit way' by getting hit by a truck, and not getting the kind of treatment he supposed to get, I just can't.

I watched Grey's Anatomy since season 1. Yes, I have couple of episodes I skipped here and there, either because I can't find the episode online, or I don't have time to buy the whole-season-dvd, or other reason, I skipped some. But Yes, I also had that time of endless marathon, watching couple of episodes in a row, just because I can't stop, not even an hour, to put another episode up on my laptop.

But, we all know Derek is dead already. He's not gonna get back to Grey's Anatomy, thanks to Shonda Rhimes I guess, and all those diva's act and rumors and stuff. After Christina Yang on season 10, and now Derek on season 11, I myself already got enough with this season, so I decided I won't watch any episode or season anymore, and I stop at season 11 finale, tho I skipped episode 23, and only download episode 24 because they finally gave the mourning and desperate episode in honor of Derek being gone. But I didn't watch it yet.

Well, we're not gonna talk bout that episode, or how desperate I am because of his death. We all know Derek and Mer is one of the Best 5 Couples From Series, according to me, of course, and how much I love the series. So, as this is actually my first listicle post, I will talking about how I think Derek Shepherd is the perfect guy.

1. He is hot as fuck
There is a reason he's called McDreamy. I won't give a lot of description on this part, I'll let you give the comment. You'll get the point. Or maybe you already have?

2. He is a doctor
And not just a doctor, he is a neurosurgeon. And even better, he is one of the best neurosurgeon America can offer. He's here and there, he is well known for his research and technique, and he's even got called for a work for president, I mean, are you kidding?


3. He is a little bit cocky, and he knows it
Well blame me, blame me. I have this little... i don't know, feelings for arrogant? I feel like people who know themselves, should be confidence, tho sometimes, they crossed the line from being confidence, to arrogance, but yeah, guilty woman typing this, so judge me, that's fine.

4. He is also known as someone who know what he wants in his life
Again, confidence. And by knowing what you want, you can out yourself in the way, be focus in your target, and achievement you want to reach. That is another point for being a man who can set his focus on thing he want to get. And that's not only about goals or future plan, but also about the person who he loves.
Especially about the person who he loves.


5. And sweet mouth surely is something that every man need, even a little
I mean, right? RIGHT?!


6. Oh, and sweet mouth means romantic


7. I mean, he wanna build a house and settle down and grown old together
And when he said "I wanna build us a house," he literally means build a house. Like from the scratch. We remember that, right?



8. And he is so strong
He's been through a lot. We when he got shot and almost dead. We also remember the plane crash. We remember he almost lost his hand. We remember how devastated he was when he can't operate because of his hand. But then, HE'S BACK.




9. Also an amazing dad
Look how cute he is when he was with Zola. Tho too bad we will not really have quite a lot moment to see him with Bailey, but we all know he is awesome with kids.


10. He really understand woman
As all his siblings are woman, he really knows how to treat woman rights. No wonder people can relate to him, and sometimes, ask for advice from him.


11. And he is of course an amazing husband
He gave up his candidacy to be working with the president, so that he can stay with Mer and their children. He just can't choose work over family, because he knows how important his family, his wife, and his kids for him. He really understand Mer's struggle therefor he then choose to stay, tho Mer keep pushing her to take the job.



Derek has been here with us for 11 season, and he left at episode 21. He will always be my fave character in Grey's Anatomy, tho I sometimes hate couple of things he did. But now as it is the time to say goodbye, I should realize he is gone, and remind myself that he's not going to come back.

But thank you Derek Christopher Shepherd, thank you for the 11 season, 11 years, 11 amazing years. I know it was meant to be, I know I decided to watch Grey's Anatomy, and bought 3 seasons and watch marathon in a night, was not a mistake, was not a coincidence. I know there's a reason I even put you in couple of my stories I wrote, even one in my book that being published. I know I adore you for a reason.

Finally, RIP Derek. I love you